Deadlines & Emotions

Just wanted to update you all on the 'list'...
I pretty much have done it all!-
In the past 10 days we have bought all supplies, made the invitations, found a caterer and a cake baker!!
Only things left to do are minor small arts and crafts type things! woohoooooo!!
We are getting knee deep in our pre-marital counseling and it is going GREAT!
School is starting to speed up and I am getting prepared for papers and midterms but I am SANE!!
I hope to begin sharing pictures with you all of the wedding planning. I just have to get the *new* camera Drew bought me out and make time to use it!! Lets just say pictures have been the least of my worries lately but Id like to make time for them.
Life at home is good. Mom is going CrAzY because they are selling their house. Each morning the house must be SPOTLESS and on Saturdays we are not allowed to enter the home unless we are planning on buying it! lol! But, despite her constant nagging about keeping it clean and clutter free it has been great to be at home. I am finding myself a little sad to be leaving soon (FOREVER).
Last week I finally had my first, second, and third emotional breakdown in regards to the wedding. I wouldnt call this a negative thing tho. I believe the emotions are the good kind. I find myself crying out of joy and out of fright because Im scared to be leaving my life in the hands of someone else (FOREVER). But, over all I am very joyous about this. I guess its better to be getting the emotions out NOW than on the alter.
Im wondering... am I going to boohoooo or laugh? ;)